I Can Feel Change Coming

No matter how much I want to drag my feet right now, life just keeps moving forward. I am growing and things are changing at a faster pace than I've ever noticed before. Even though I'm currently feeling restless and unsettled, I'm having trouble jumping in to the unknown and trying something new. A little out of character for me really. I'm not sure why I don't want to let go of the things in my life that are becoming destructive and open up room for new opportunities. I love new experiences, so why now do I hesitate. Perhaps it's that despite feeling dissatisfied, I still have a level of comfort and know I will feel loss when I give up these things that have been such a prominent part of my life.